MBTI : ENFPfriends : Diana , Marty , Abbie , Sophiakins : xiangling , mammon , sayori , BIBI , akko , enid , cynolikes : noodles , lasagna , spicy food , genshin impact , dogs, him<3DNI : basic dni criteria , extremely aggressive , ungratefulness , disrupting other people's business

Diana, my dearest most loveliest person I have EVER met.

2018, the start of OUR.. Quote on quote OUR friendship. Our first conversation... Well, more like interaction. I met her as we were lining up for flag assembly, my class was lining up by comparing heights(smallest at the front and tallest at the back) I was very and I mean VERY tall.. back then. I went up to Diana who was at the end of the line, she saw me and took a few steps back assuming that I was supposed to go in front of her... In other words I.was.SHORTER.than.her..... "Are you sure you are taller than me?" I question her, "I don't think so.." she replies to me. We start to compare our heights and fortunately... I WAS TALLER THAN HER HAH! TAKE THE L so obv she went in front of me, I internally chuckle to my victory(ahem).Few months later, I MIGHT'VE been intrigued by her assumption of being TALLER than me.. So, as a rival I consider. I had the desperation to be friends with her. But, it wasn't so easy you see... Diana was always ahem, I guess you could say... awkward. Every word I try to say to her it all ends as small talk, sad indeed. BUT! I have a firing desperation deep in my soul! So, I tried to find out her interests. It was drawing, so I decided to draw as well... I was so desperate that EVERY SINGLE DRAWING I MAKE I WOULD SHOW IT TO HER THINKING THAT SHE WOULD TAKE AN INTEREST IN ME... Ahahaha.. ahem, it didn't really work, I'm gonna be honest with you. So, PLAN B... Find the person who she is closest to, and my weird silly goofy brainless mind of mine found out!.... It was another girl in another class named Marty(no not the zebra). She was quite well-known, and titled as Diana's childhood friend. Obv I took this seriously so every lunch I would always take a slight glance on how Marty and Diana is doing while they eat their lunch, JUST A GLANCE. So, from my future friend that was my past rival, my past rival's friend is apparently now my rival. So as rival and a rival would do, we will compete. If I befriend Diana and make Diana stay away from Marty, Diana will title me her CLOSEST FRIEND(menacing).

To him, my most loveliest, cutest, handsome, dreamy person to ever exist

He makes me go hungry even though it's just the butterflies, he makes me jump when I hear a discord notification, he makes me go red even if he's just saying "hello", he makes me ascend to the sky when he greets me "good morning", he makes me smile just hearing him laugh, he makes me feel hurt when he's hurt, he makes me feel happy when he's happy, he makes me stay up all night reading our old messages, he makes me feel great when I'm not, he makes my frown go upside down when I see him, he makes me think of him even in the most oddest times of days, he makes me laugh at the most strangest things ever, he makes me burst into laughter at the middle of the night, he makes me sit and wait for his replies, he makes me squeal out of joy when he goes active, and most importantly, he makes me love him so much that I can't help it.If you are reading this, know that I love you so much much much and I want you to know that. You were the first true love I ever had and I cannot get you out of my mind. Every message you send me makes me smile even if it's about nothing special. I love you so much that I kinda hate weekends now because I don't get to see you. I love very conversation that we make because it tells me that you are ok with using your time to communicate with me. I love your laugh especially when it is caused by me, because it tells me that I make you happy. I love your eyes and the way you use it to look at me. I love your lips because you smile with it. I love your voice because you use it to talk to me. I love your hands because I wish it was holding mine. I love your shoulders because I wish that I could let my head rest on it. I love you so much that I could write about this all day long. I love you so much that my love for you is longer than this message. I love you today tomorrow, next week, next year, next decade, next century, and forever and ever and ever. I know this may sound cringey but it's true and I would hate to lie to you. That is all, I love you.